It's been raining for three days.
I'd always thought New England as the place that makes you forget about everything and start a new life, just like the begging of Valley of the Dolls, but it turned out the opposite way. We went to MIT yesterday, and then met Rachel and Meggie at the cute little bookstore. The original plan was to go to the dancing thing and sleep over at Adam's. It didn't work out. So we went to diesel and had some crepes (which immediately made my day).
Adam is meeting his ex today. When he said his ex-boyfriend, I couldn't help but to go away. I couldn't touch the topic. Ex-boyfriend is too much for me. Why can't I just let it go? Sitting in the subway, I suddenly felt like a useless name in someone's phonebook, and he deleted me without any hesitation. We used to have each other in our own top friends list, and it even kept that way for several weeks after our breakup. When did it change? What have I done?
When you're gone, pieces of my heart are missing you.
Joanna's New York State of Mind:
Some folks to get away
Take a holiday from the neighborhood
Hop a flight to Miami Beach or to Hollywood
But I'm talking Greyhound
On the Hudson River Line
I'm in a New York state of mind
I've seen all the movie stars
In their fancy cars and their limousines
Been high in the Rockies under the evergreens
But I know what I'm needin'
And I don't waste more time
I'm in a New York state of mind
It was so easy living day by day
Out of touch with the rhythm and blues
But now I need a little give and take
The New York Times the Daily News
It comes down to reality
And it's fine with me cause I've let it slide
I don't care if it's Chinatown or on Riverside
I don't have any reasons
I've left them all behind
I'm in a New York state of mind
It comes down to reality
And it's fine with me cause I've let it slide
I don't care if it's Chinatown or on Riverside
I don't have any reasons
I've left them all behind
I'm in a New York state of mind
